December 2005

Quarter Centuries

December 31, 2005

25, it’s just another day. But I’ve received a lot of love this holiday season. My birthday is usually included in the holiday season, but I was surprised with a genuine surprise party last night. I would have loved to see my own reaction, because they told me I didn’t even really react much at [...]

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Christmas 2005

December 27, 2005

My mother’s nativity scene. I am finally home. It was nice to be fed a lot, lay around a a lot more and place importance on speaking to one another. As limited as communication has become with my mother as of late, I am beginning to understand her more and more. That half makes me [...]

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Eat More.

December 25, 2005

awkward moments interrupted by spurts short-answered questions full of food it rains in san francisco december can be cold too much sugar

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The day before, the day before christmas.

December 23, 2005

I always get sleepy at my mother’s home in San Francisco. It must be because my mom doesn’t leave her house, or because I’m recovering from only getting 4 hours of sleep every night for the past four months. It also must be the cigarettes. The cars, the house, their clothes all reak of tar [...]

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Secret Spirits

December 17, 2005

Someone dropped off a tree on my porch a day or two ago. Along with a card explaining it was the 12 days of Christmas cheer. I’ve told a few people that I didn’t really care about Christmas. Well, that isn’t correct. I do care about Christmas. I love caring for other people and giving [...]

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